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Chelsea
21 April 2009 @ 02:43 pm
always.  
I really want to write a book.
A fully amazing love story based on me and Adam.
What him and I have is truly special.
Even if it ends, it's the purest love that I've ever know and will ever know.

No one will ever love me like he does.
 
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Chelsea
21 April 2009 @ 08:11 am
with you.  

I haven't written in a while.
well, I'm in love(:

I mean, I always have been. with Adam.
Adam McCroskey. it's always been him.

I think he's going to be my inspiration for some great love story.

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Chelsea
19 February 2009 @ 01:26 pm
Want.  

I don't want to wake up every morning suicidal.
I don't want bi polar disorder anymore.
I don't want this.

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Chelsea
10 February 2009 @ 11:15 am
Beauty  

I was talking to a friend this morning and I realized, I do like being fat. I mean, I've been fat forever and I honestly think I'd look strange if I was skinny.
I take care of myself, I wear make up, I do my hair. I'm not a gross fat chick. I'm a pretty fat chick.
A lot of guys happen to like big girls.
And I'm a big girl.


I think I'm honestly becoming proud of being a size 17/15.
That's good right? That I'm becoming comfortable?

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Chelsea
08 February 2009 @ 02:56 pm
:/  

Everytime I have a really fun night, the next day I'm completely depressed.
I'm afraid there's no way out of this.
I'm so scared I'm going to be like this forever.

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Chelsea
08 February 2009 @ 02:56 pm
:/  

Everytime I have a really fun night, the next day I'm completely depressed.
I'm afraid there's no way out of this.
I'm so scared I'm going to be like this forever.

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Chelsea
06 February 2009 @ 11:24 am
Fiction  

I'm considering making a fake livejournal. A fictional one. And creating a fake person and a fake life and getting it published. Or I'd at least try.

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Chelsea
04 February 2009 @ 08:45 pm
Snap.  
I flipped the fuck out today. In front of people. In freshman hall...
It was one of those crazy intense freak outs that are in movies, when people are going crazy and start screaming and shit and everyone around them stops and looks at them.
My best friends mom came and picked me up and took me home, my mom wasn't picking up her phone.
I'm scared. I think I'm about to snap.
 
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Chelsea
02 February 2009 @ 05:36 pm
I'm running out of subjects.  
I'm happy. Hahaha. Even though last night I was pissed as all Hell. I'm working things out with and ex, Alex, we've been on and off for the past month. He's probably the best boyfriend I've had, he's patient with me, he doesn't make me feel bad, he doesn't hurt me. The only thing is that I have pretty fucked up trust issues. So, I have a hard time trusting anyone I haven't known for a few years. That's the big reason we're on and off. I can't trust. Well, I think I'm getting better... Because I'm learning to trust more. And I'm one of the most jealous people you'll ever come across. I think I need to... chill out.

WWE Raw is on tonight. I gotta watch it.
I've been missing the past few weeks.
I need to catch up.
 
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Chelsea
01 February 2009 @ 09:41 pm
Honestly, it's just bullshit at this point.  
Teenage girls worry too much about boys. And unfortunately I'm one of those. On top of being bi-polar and barely being able to control my anger and depression, I get much too worked up about relationships. I mean, holy fuck, I'm 16 and I'm afraid I'll be alone for the rest of my life.

What the FUCK is wrong with me?
 
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